There is a reason for everything.

And then you choose if you just see the reason not to do so, or to look for another reason to do things in a new way.

I didn't know where to go until....

...I reached a crossroad.
Then I realised that I could go basically anywhere my feet would take me.

One and a half year I spent in a small box, trying to think outside of it, till finally the box locked my body inside without any light coming through the windows. One good thing about it is, that I didn't let my thoughts to be locked as well. It was an experiment, that let me learn how to live with a small amount of money,small amount of people around me and helped me to gain self confidence of living on my own. It was an interesting period of my life , but I guess it always comes a time to move on and explore "new waters".

Today was a day when I went for a walk. Just like that. Got out of my bed and walked for about an hour just around the area realising how many things I never noticed when I was rushing to the bus,going to the shop or anywhere else,just because every single journey of my life so far had a destination I was always seeking or thinking that things just has to be this way.

The problem is, that in the end, most of us are never sure of what the final destination (not talking about the movie) we see in the end of our road. Trying is the best way to win the race of life. And even if you cannot fulfill all of your goals,even if you don't know what they are, trying to figure it out makes a difference. It gives you a possibility to walk there where no one else managed to go.

As long as you see things around you, and you feel that it is a right thing to do - go for it.
Just don't forget,that the journey may be even better than the place you are planning to visit. Enjoy it, otherwise there is no point to run for the prize.

Erika 16/06/2015

Nothing is nothing (and the way around).

Everything started with a glass of Chardonnay ...

It's not about ME. (Just in case.) Because ME is the most  important these days.

It's just against the everyday modern life.

I met J. when both of us been working in the same  big company almost four years ago. At that time I didn't know that it's going to grow in such a great friendship. And jeah, it started with a glass of Chardonnay.

I may be a freak to you,but doesn't it make you a freak to me?

We love art. J. loves classical music but I'm more like a Rock n Roll and visual art type of girl. Both of use has kind of a similar thinking about major things,but we are making completely different choices in life. She is a strongly focused girl looking for studies in business area, and I just took one year part time holiday from 7 days a week modern slavery life.

Always had that feeling... That something is not right with the world,and i guess that now is the time to slowly explain to you what's going wrong.

As an artist myself im floating in between yes and no. Between good and bad,right and wrong,black and white... It took me a while to make a choice if I want to see things I was trying to be blind for so many years. J. told me that these past year was a good choice for me couse I changed a lot and i actually proved so much to myself, witch is true.This blog is gonna grow into reality of money,living,pollution,education and last but not the least - religion, I'm ready for a move and I have no clue how its gonna end. That's what makes it so exciting.

E.

The Author of Your Life.

Shortcut of the idea:
Each of us are an author of our lives. We are the ones to create our story. In everyday and nowadays life sometimes we forget the purpose of our lives and we carry on without it. Day by day we live in mystery of the future only we can build. And in the end that's the idea - to discuss the aims, the dreams and then slowly to build the future we expect to have.